memories

You know.. as much as I have gone through for the past... 14 years... it really is nothing compared to what i missed way back then. I was just checking out an old friends pictures. And came across some pictures from when we were in high school. This girl and i were really close friends.. yet i am not in one of the photos .. which isn't really that new but yeah.. because things started the way they did i missed out on so many memories.. like my graduation.. I had to graduate late. and i never got to do the whole graduation thing. And am I bitter.. yes a little bit. but don't i ave a right to be? I missed graduating with my friends.. not to mention becoming involved in things i loved and things that might have changed some outcomes. i know i am happy where i am now but yes there is and always will be some resentment for what was missed. to all those who relied on me back then I apologize and wish nothing but happiness for you and yours.