You ever get an idea in your mind but then it kind of slows to a trickle and fades and you sit there staring at it going.... What was I thinking?
Well anyway .. had a disturbing thought lately.. In the past i have had many birthdays that just didn't pan out.. for me birthdays are a way to make that person feel special.. a celebration that shows them (in a non morbid way) that you are happy they are alive and they survived another year. and in these days though ... thats getting to be a bigger deal... don't you think?
well anyway .. i started getting this feeling that yet again i would be disappointed with how things go.. due to lack of funds... growing stress.... but those feelings were shot down ... I now feel this birthday will be special and that yes i am loved....
weird thoughts I know ... but i get that way near my birthday and christmas...
I promise soon i will have some new work for you to read..
Till then
STAY SAFE
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