Whats one to do?

I know its been a while but here goes.

You've done the whole what if thing with your life right?

What if your parents had been rich? What if you had done something different....

Yes i know everything happens to get you where you are today. Gets you the children you love.. Gets you the person that makes you happy with your life now..

But....

WHAT IF....

Thats a big question... one that no one can answer...

Yes your told not to dwell on it.. your supposed to be happy with what you have.. but in a way all the what ifs. have affected those involved with the here and now.

People do allot to hurt others... but theres certain things that should just not be done.

Yes i know this is public but.. sometimes someone needs to just get things all out.. whether or not the people involved find out or not. though through most things a not would be nice.

I guess i get so mad at certain things cause i would never do such things to hurt anyone like that.

I do my best to treat everyone with respect and loyalty but problem is i expect the same in return and i know i shouldn't.

I have generally lived with the rule do onto others as you would have them do onto you.

And yes i know not many do but.. meh I keep trying.

And stupid me.. I keep trying to do this as an emotional person....

And I am the one that needs help?

Fine then... but whats one to do when they are being screwed... and theres nothing that can be done. Even if it means the life of someone they love?