32.....

Almost forgot..

Yesterday was my 32 birthday.... for me 31 wasn't a big deal but for some reason 32 seems so much older... wierd how that works eh?

Got a surprising amount of wellwishers... It was great. One that surprised me was my sister Tanya. Maybe there is hope.

I went out for dinner once more with Dave and Barb. David and Lexy joined us... gotta say "The Works".. is a very interesting and unique.

I recommend it for the true burger lover... but have to say... peanut butter??? WTH

STAY SAFE

I found it !!!

Well I found it finally.... I found my old black notes. :D

So for the next few bits i will be entering some of my old work.

Enjoy!

The first one I am entering.. was the one that was published years ago. Sent it in as a weak entry for a poetry contest.

It calls with the voice of the wind,

It soothes with the voice of the sea,

It touches with the caress of the earth,

It moves with the thought of the heart,

It is what is known as love....

Not the best I know but i didn't think it would win.

Next is another sample of a poem of mine.

In the dark of the night as the flames spark and churn,

he sits and watches silent and still,

waiting, watching for the moment the flames die,

so he can make his move

just waiting and watching

watching and waiting....

And another.

Shining tears

Falling fears

Wrestled thoughts

Falling hearts

Ripped souls

Soundless screams

Lost hope

Missing faith

Broken trust

Lost joy

Pained smiles

Hope you liked them. If not meh no hair off of my back.

What does that even mean.....

Hope you have a great day and ..

STAY SAFE

Been a while

I know I know.. It's been some time since I last posted... and as for the story i was working on..

You ever get an idea in your mind but then it kind of slows to a trickle and fades and you sit there staring at it going.... What was I thinking?

Well anyway .. had a disturbing thought lately.. In the past i have had many birthdays that just didn't pan out.. for me birthdays are a way to make that person feel special.. a celebration that shows them (in a non morbid way) that you are happy they are alive and they survived another year. and in these days though ... thats getting to be a bigger deal... don't you think?

well anyway .. i started getting this feeling that yet again i would be disappointed with how things go.. due to lack of funds... growing stress.... but those feelings were shot down ... I now feel this birthday will be special and that yes i am loved....

weird thoughts I know ... but i get that way near my birthday and christmas...

I promise soon i will have some new work for you to read..

Till then

STAY SAFE