I'm back!!

It's been a few days i know but i am actually working on a huge story atm and just haven't posted it yet.. there are alot of touch ups i need to do and alot to add. Might be a story I finish. Ooooo

But yeah as I said I might use this to rant a bit. but you know how you have things you need or want to say but you know if a certain person were to get wind of the message they may just not bother to get in contact with you ever again?

Confusing I know but I am sure there are a few of you that would understand. Say for instance one of your parents was not in your life until say .. 20 -25. And of course who doesn't want to get to know or get their parent to know them at some point? Well anyway. Say that parent starts breaking their word.. stops talking so much to you and basically starts acting like they don't want you involved in their life?

Painful yes? well magnify that ten fold.

Then add on the pain of everything else too and its volcano time. but I have to say hiding it all isn't all that hard. especially if you have at least one solid person in your life... a life saver...

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS : ........... THANK YOU .............

First blog ever!!

Ok yeah I know original eh? Well I was just sitting around and got the urge to write.. Used to get it all the time. I used to have a book but somehow lost track of it.. Shocker eh?

Anyway just warning you some of my writing can get somewhat gruesome and graphic. So if your not able to stand a little blood or mental pictures.. stop reading. Otherwise enjoy. :)

These will probably end up all over the place with rants and just needing to get stuff out. I can probably guarantee you will not like everything.

Lost in the dark eyes wide with wonder,

Hands sliding across the cool emptiness of nothing,

A thump here a painful lurch there,

Stumbling and tripping through the dark room,

The wall cool to the touch seems solid ... seems safe,

Knowledge of the area around seeps back into the fearful mind,

A picture grows within the minds eye drawing back the uncertainty,

Pushing back the fear and leaving room for nothing but the confidence of having something familiar to push forward with.